Mygaad! Anong meron sa araw na to? Hahahaha

Galit na galit ako na inis na inis kanina pagka-gising ko nung nalaman kong natanggal sa AI si Joshua Ledet. As in fxck?!! What’s wrong America?!! C’mon! Tignan niyo naman yung talent not the appearance di ba? Yes, magaling din naman si Philip eh, pero mas magaling si Joshua sakanya, aminin natin. Pero tengene talaga eh! Mas malupit sana ang laban pag J vs. J eh! Pero wala eh! Shit happens talaga eh! Hindi pa din ako makamove-on! WAHAHAHA!

Tapos nalaman kong mag-coconcert ang BIGBANG dito pero hindi pa confirmed ang date. Tengene! Nasagot na ang prayers ko na makikita ko sila? Shet. Sana may pera ako sa buwan ng pag-coconcertan nila! Jusko! Hindi ko pwedeng palampasin yun kasi minsan lang yun. Kahit General Admission lang, makita ko lang silang mag-perform ng live. Stoked!

Haaays! Hindi ko alam kung matutuwa talaga ako or maiinis ng solid!

Good Morning! Another morning that I realized how stupid I was on loving you. Haha! It is a fucking mistake. I regret. Yeah, I did. Why did I let myself love you, when on the first place you had your girlfriend. Ahh, stupid. But it didn’t came to my mine to destroy your relationship for my fucking sake. I wasn’t that “lowly” person to do that. That’s stupid. I don’t even want to tell you how I really feel about you. That’s stupid again. I will keep this myself. And nothing will happen even if I will tell this to you. You will laugh, really. I know. Haha. Stupid.

Why did I wasted my time loving you? Why did I choose to fall in love to you?(should be with but I remembered I was the only one loving.Haha) I had enough, please stop. I know, you will never love me. You will never notice me. You will never show some love to me. So I need to stop.

My heart is not longing for you anymore. We will never be classmates anymore. We will not be close anymore. I am happy that we will never be the same as before. Please just stop talking to me in that way. I am not your special girl, and will never be.

So please, STOP.

I used to message you a lot. I am happy whenever you’re the first one to message me, those funny conversations we had, those nights that we always talk about anime or manga.

But now, I don’t miss you anymore. I don’t feel that “special feeling” for you anymore. I regret those nights that we are together. Those funny memories we shared, I regret those.

I do not know what happened to me on those days. I can’t even imagine that I fell in love to you. Yes, I am so pathetic!

Let’s just stay friends.